1.31.11

Monday, Monday, Monday.

What a great day, NOT. I have felt sick all day. School was alright. Soccer tryouts were funn! (: Went to dinner with Matt and Kyle. Came home and watched some tv with my mother! Hopefully tomorrow will be better!

1.30.11

So I haven't blogged in a few days. I've been super busy. Friday I went to school and then hung out with Matt the rest of the night. Saturday I woke up really early to get ready for my interview, then did a few things. Got ready for Miss LE. Miss LE went great, even though I didn't win anything, it was still a blast. Then I went to get dinner with Matt and Josh. And well for day, I woke up super late cause I was super tired. And I think I'm getting sick. Well I woke up, showered, then went to Taco Bell with mother, sister, and her friend Zoe. Then went to Walmart, came home to clean up then Went to Cassett to hangout with Matt, Alan, Aimee, Tony, Lesley, Kyle, and some other people. Then went to Tony's house for dinner! School tomorrow, its going to suck but soccer tryouts tomorrow, wooh!

1.27.11

Wow, what a day. Atec was a blast today, and I also found out that I will be the student of the month! (: Math class was normal. Drama we just watched a movie. Soccer was great! I ran my mile in 7 minutes and 50 seconds, I'm getting better everyday. And I found out today that I'm a beast at Frisbee! After soccer practice I came home to get ready, then I went to miss le practice. I'm pretty excited for Saturday night! I got home at 10:30, then i noticed that I missed most of the Jersey Shore. So now I'm watching it and then I'm going to bed.  

1.26.11

Its hump day!

So, this morning started off rough. Atec was a blast today! I love little kids. Math class was alittle better today, I guess. Drama class was a blast, I love doing little plays wtih my group! (: No soccer today, again. So I went and got my nails done for Miss LE! Came home for dinner then did my homework. Spent the rest of my night with my mom watching tv shows. Cause my boyfriend was at work making some money!

1.25.11

All I'm saying about today is that it was great! <3

So, there is this girl that I would call my best friend and that girls name is Courtney Johnston. We have been best friends for about 6 years now. And suddenly we have been falling apart. I don't know what the hell is going on with this friendship, but its not worth keeping it together any more. We fight about everything. We both cause the fights. We both can be a bitch to one another. I stopped giving you respect when I stopped receiving it. I'm glad that we have been friends for 6 years but maybe its time to stop being friends. I'm sick of the awkward silence in the mornings going to school. The retarded attitude that I get from you. When your cousin decided to tell your mom that I wrote part of my blog about her then your mom decided to not like me anymore, I don't really understand that but I guess I never will. This friendship is nothing anymore. I'm putting in all the effort I can to keep this friendship alive but your not doing the same. I don't know what to say anymore about this friendship, except I'm not dealing with it anymore. You have your new best friends and I have mine. You'll always be a friend to me just not the best friend anymore. I'll never forget the memories that we made, hopefully you won't either. And I'll always be here for you, just not like I use too. </3 Sorry.

1.24.11

So, I woke up super tired this morning. Atec is always fun, those kids know how to brighten my day. And I also found out that next friday I'm going to the circus with them, great! Math was boring as normal. Then I had drama, let me just say, that class is actually fun. Then came home to get ready for soccer! Soccer was fun as normal, and I ran my mile in eight minutes!!!! Then came home to get my mom then went to a soccer meeting. Came back home to get ready then went to dinner with Matt! <3 Then came home did some homework, and started to watch tv. Then went outside to talk with Josh, Blake, and Travis. Now I'm just watching tv and about to go to bed.

Honestly, I don't see what your problem is with me. To get a random text from you saying to stay away from your boyfriend when he actually called me to come outside and to talk. Yeah, so you might want to talk to him about that. He's the one who called me and wanted to talk. So don't be blaming shit on me. Kay, thanks.

But other then that, I've had a great day! (:

1.23.11

I just love spending time with Layla, and Jennifer! Lets see, woke up around 11:30, got ready, got some food then took Layla and Jennifer home. Went to Miss LE practice then went over to Tony's house! What a day! (: Watching Mean Girls 2, then going to bed. School in the morning.

My Girls! <3

1.22.11

Lets just say, I've been with Jennifer and Layla all day! Between our spa date, chick-fil-a pit stop, raw burgers, baking cookies, watching a movie about the devil and a preview for a clown movie. I'd say this is a pretty great night.

& must I add, I absolutely HATE clowns.

 Clowns make me cry, seriously-^^^

<<<-hyperventilating on the ground from Jennifer scaring me.               

1.21.11

Lets just say, today was great! <3

1.20.11

<<<<----- work of art right there!

Today was been the best! Atec was fun like always! Worked on a bulletin board with Kristin most of the time. On the way back to school, we stopped at taco bell to get some food cause I was super hungry. Math class was boring, we took a quiz, which I think I passed! Then it was LUNCH time! Sydney surprised us all by bringing us mcdonalds! THANK YOU! <3 Now drama on the other hand was super fun. Soccer practice was funn, we played football after running a mile. Honestly I couldn't tell you when the last time I actually ran a mile, and today I ran it in 8 minutes and 57 seconds! I'm proud of myself. Then came home to find out that I had to make my own dinner. Afterwards I did my homework then had to make a trip up to the foodlion to get some stuff for my mom. American Idol and Jersey Shore comes on tonight, wooh! (:



1.19.11

Lets see, I absolutely love hanging out with little kids in the morning. Third block was boring and fourth block was fun, we played the name game! Miss LE practice was okay, I guess you could say. Watching American Idol then going to bed.

After school was kinda rough, I guess you could say. Had some issues to take care of, but everything is good now. I'm glad that I have you guys in my life. <3

1.18.11

Second Semester is going to be SUPER easy!

My day was pretty descent. Watching teen mom 2 then going to bed.  

1.17.11

Well, waking up at 11:30 was great, I've been needing my sleep! So, shopping with my mom is always fun! Had dinner with the family for the first time in a long while. I'm pretty much booked for tonight, cleaning my room, and watching three great tv shows. Pretty Little Liars, Jersey Shore, and Skins! (:

School tomorrow, great!

....I feel like I have been best friends with you for 5 years and now I mean nothing to you anymore. :( 

1.16.11

So today I woke up at 1, made some food, showered, then went to Cassatt. Dinner with Matt, Aimee, and Kyle. Then just chilled at Tony's house.

What a day. (:

1.15.11

3 hours of sleep isn't great, I must say. Did some stuff in Cassatt today until around 5. Then came home to get ready for Tony's birthday dinner.


So, I'm pretty much sure everyone knows that none of my relationships ever last past a month. And I'm trying hard to change that. I just get so sick of people and aggravated. But I can honestly say that I'm not sick of you. Yes, you aggravate me sometimes but I get over it. I'm sorry that I was acting weird all day today around you and that I was super quiet at dinner. I'm sorry that I started crying today, but what can I say, I'm a cry baby. Honestly, I don't know what I would do without you in my life.
& I can't believe we had our first fight.

1.14.11

HAPPY ONE MONTH, SWEETHEART! <3

So, lets see; I woke up around 12 today, what a bum I know. Then showered and got ready. Did some chores around the house. Then Matt came over! So since its our one month, he brought me some cute flowers and some ginger snaps! <3 Then went out to dinner at OCharley's! Gosh I absolutely love that place. Then came home to just leave again. Went over to Layla's house for a few. I must say, I think her little sister is super adorable. Then tryed to pick up Jennifer, didn't work out. Went to Walmart to get something, then went to Foodlion just to find out that they close at 10. Talked to Blake and Sam for a few, then went to get Jennifer, finally. Went to pick up Courtney, then went to walmart. Got some food for the house and finally got out of there at 11. Came home and played the wii with Layla, Jennifer, and Courtney. So tonight should be descent. Tomorrow will be great.

 

1.13.11

Wow, I've done a lot today! Went up to sandhills with my boyfriend, kayla, josh, and matt. Chick-fil-a for lunch, score! Going into a ditch, I thought I was about to DIE, but I must say I love josh's driving skills. Came home to take a nap, then went over to tony's house for a few. Watching Jersey Shore! Tomorrow is going to be great. Tomorrow I can say that its finally been one month! <3 

<<<<<- oh josh.

1.12.11

I FINALLY GOT TO SEE MY BOYFRIEND! (:

THAT MADE MY DAY!

<3

1.11.11

So, its been two days since I've seen my boyfriend but I finally get to see him tomorrow! I've missed him. I spent my day with my mother and sister playing the wii and watching tv shows. Then Layla and Courtney came over. Layla is staying the night! (:

& by the way, I'm right and your wrong Josh.

<<<-no make up & my burnt grilled cheese.
point blank, I CAN'T cook.

1.10.11

 & THIS IS HOW I'M FEELING.

Today has been super boring. It snowed and snowed and snowed. I didn't get to see my boyfriend today and to top it all off my best friend and I was suppose to hangout but then didn't, go figure. And the last thing I'm going to say is, I HATE MY FAMILY . We can never talk to each other without budding heads. The only way I can get the point across is by yelling. I'm sorry that I don't do anything right but I'm not perfect. I love you guys to death, but what we are going through right now, is not great.   

I seriously miss you, best friend.

1.9.11

ALL I'M SAYING ABOUT TODAY IS, IT WAS AMAZING, AGAIN! (:

1.8.11

"your amazing"

WOW, today was amazing! I spent the whole day with my boyfriend. Woke up around 7:30 to get ready to go to the Grand American. I swear I have never seen that many country/rednecks. hahaha. Then went up to the hospital to see one of Matt's and Alan's friend. Just by being there brought back a lot of bad memories. Almost about died trying to figure out where to go with Alan driving. He turned down a road that was a ONE WAY road with plenty of signs saying that. Then came home to see my daddy and the rest of the family for a few. Then met up with Matt at Tonys house. Then went to see Josh at work once he got off. On the way there this old man thought that we wanted to race and followed us from Lowes to Piggly Wiggly. By the time we got there he didn't do anything but drive around by us. Then went to San Jose for dinner with Matt and Josh. Drove around and almost died, again. But I gotta love them boys. Then went back over to Tony's house and watched a part of a movie with them. And now I'm home typing this while talking to my boyfriend! <3 Nothing will ever compare to how amazing today was!

I've been thinking about this all day today, I am VERY dependent. Sometimes it can be a good thing but other times it can be a bad thing. But I'm making a change for now on. I'm not going to depend on people like I use too. I'm going to take day by day as it comes to me and just do whatever the hell I want to do. I cant please everyone but I know for a fact that I can count on my amazing boyfriend.

1.7.11

So today has been great! Took my Chemistry exam, and I think I passed! Came home and I'm having a great night. Dinner with my sister and mom, then went to walmart. Been playing the wii with them. It feels so good to have the house to just us. Hanging out with my boyfriend all day tomorrow!

1.6.11

"just by being you"

I really don't appreciate being waken up at 5:30 in the morning when I still have an hour to sleep. Not to mention that I had two exams to take. I felt so bad this morning because I yelled at my grandma, weird right. But what can I say, she had it coming. Then went to school, boring day. Chemistry was fine, we watched a movie, History was great, I got to sleep. Then Psychology came around, I had to take my final exam- I think I failed. Then I took my English final exam- i passed with a 95 bitch. I'm taking my Chemistry exam tomorrow morning! Jersey Shore comes on tonight! (: Then went to pick up my dress for miss le! Then came home and everything went down hill from there.

I honestly don't know anyone who can understand what I'm going through right now. I never thought that it would come down to this. I'm scared out of my mind. I don't know what to think/do anymore. My family is falling apart. Ever since my grandpa passed away in August, nothing has been the same. Fights all the time. I can never come home from school with out there being an argument. Trying to sit down with my sister to play the wii for a little bit, I over hear my parents talking, saying something about "you don't even care about the two daughters you have in the living room." I just want to break down and cry for hours. Yes, families fight sometimes but that's normal. Just because we don't want grandma to live here anymore doesn't mean that you have to move to Georgia with her. That's just gonna split up our family. I don't want to see this family apart. It would break my heart. </3

After all that bull shit, I went over to Tony's to hangout with my boyfriend! I absolutely adore him! <3

Tomorrow is FRIDAY! 


This text from my mom this morning, made my day! "I love you! Remember, we have each other and that's all we need to get through this!"
I love you mom.

1.5.11

Today was one of my better days! I finally got to hangout with my best friend! Jersey Shore comes on tomorrow! And I only have two more days until this semester is OVER! (:  I really should be studying because I have two exams tomorrow, one for psychology and one for english. I'm going to pass my english exam because its open notes. But I'm going to fail my psychology exam.

1.4.11

I really don't like waking up so early for school, I can't wait until summer! (: This week of school needs to hurry up and end. I'm sick of doing review sheets for the exams, I just want second semester to get here! Well anyways, today was just boring. But after school was the high light of my day. Played the wii for a few with my sister, dad, and mother! Might I add that someone finally beat me at bowling. Then went to dinner with my boyfriend. Then went over to Lesley's house and hung out. Now I'm home watching my favorite tv show ever, Sixteen and Pregnant/Teen Mom.

1.3.11

Woke up way to early for school today. School was boring as normal. Not doing much in class cause I got exams coming up. Great, shot me. Next semester should be way better! (:  Came home to leave with my mom to go out and do somethings. Came home, did some homework and had a great dinner. Pretty Little Liars came on tonight, wooh! Looking up a new vehicle to get, once I get a job after soccer season!

Not real sure which one I want.  Either a 2010 Jeep Patriot Sport or a 2009 Ford Escape XLT.

1.2.11

Lets see, woke up late today. Got ready then went to lunch with my mother and sister. Then went to walmart to get food for the house. Then came home to help mom cook some food. Left around four to hangout with my boyfriend! Then came home for dinner. Tomorrow I have school, bummer. This Christmas break has been great! (:

1.1.11

Welcome to the first day of 2011! (:

Wow, I woke up super early today. Took a shower and got ready. Matt came to pick me up around lunch time then went to have lunch with his whole family! I absolutely adore his family, they are super funny and really sweet. Afterwards we went to pick up Josh's birthday gift. Then went to the pig to deliver it. Then headed up to Cassatt to help out Kyle and Aimee. After spending about three hours there we went to dinner. Then to Tony's house to watch a movie. Lesley and I tryed to make oreo balls but we hit a few bumps in the road and messed up. hahahaha.  

I feel like I'm losing my best friend. I don't care that your cousin is living with you for a few weeks, shes been living in elgin for like the past 455768678798 years and she hardly even hung out with you, now she wants to hangout because she is moving. This is bull shit. We have never had this problem before, why start now. And just because we play soccer together, I'm not just gonna hangout with you during soccer, your my best friend we shouldn't just hangout during soccer practice, when we can hangout all the time after school and on the weekends. And you say that she is going to be doing her own stuff soon or later, well I don't think she will.