Saturday, January 8, 2011

1.8.11

WOW, today was amazing! I spent the whole day with my boyfriend. Woke up around 7:30 to get ready to go to the Grand American. I swear I have never seen that many country/rednecks. hahaha. Then went up to the hospital to see one of Matt's and Alan's friend. Just by being there brought back a lot of bad memories. Almost about died trying to figure out where to go with Alan driving. He turned down a road that was a ONE WAY road with plenty of signs saying that. Then came home to see my daddy and the rest of the family for a few. Then met up with Matt at Tonys house. Then went to see Josh at work once he got off. On the way there this old man thought that we wanted to race and followed us from Lowes to Piggly Wiggly. By the time we got there he didn't do anything but drive around by us. Then went to San Jose for dinner with Matt and Josh. Drove around and almost died, again. But I gotta love them boys. Then went back over to Tony's house and watched a part of a movie with them. And now I'm home typing this while talking to my boyfriend! <3 Nothing will ever compare to how amazing today was!

I've been thinking about this all day today, I am VERY dependent. Sometimes it can be a good thing but other times it can be a bad thing. But I'm making a change for now on. I'm not going to depend on people like I use too. I'm going to take day by day as it comes to me and just do whatever the hell I want to do. I cant please everyone but I know for a fact that I can count on my amazing boyfriend.